First, I would like to say thank you to those who read the document and expressed their support. With that said, I will clarify that me coming forward with it does not mean I'm returning to this community.
I don't think I really have a place here, nor do I think I would be able to find enjoyment from being here because of my history with this community stretching from when I was an 11 year old kid up to now. I have clashed with too many people, I have burned bridges with too many people, I have been traumatized, and there are too many people here who just want nothing to do with me because of my unstable mental state.
There aren't many truly like-minded people in this community either. Seemingly no one except me cares about having better translations for things or translating things that have never been translated without relying on janky machine translations, or accurate Organya playback and more acknowledgement of the fact that some tracks in Cave Story don't play correctly in-game because of the hardcoded percussion system, or more acknowledgements of fabricated names for things like the name "Snoopy Cake" for the Untitled track in OrgV05 and Organya being called "OrgMaker" being a complete fabrication, or really any misinformation about Cave Story's development. Whenever I brought these things up, I would get people telling me I'm being "pedantic" or that they thought I was a troll. (All of this happened in a certain Discord server that I never wanted to be associated with in the first place, and I was only there because they were actually uncovering things which I didn't want to miss out on.)
I really don't know where I'll go from here. I'm still waiting to here back from the owners of Doukutsu Club about investigating and removing that person's defamatory mods. At the moment, it doesn't like that individual discussed in my document has discovered it yet, but I am fully expecting them to go on a rampage once they do, so I'm going to have to deal with that.
I think I'm just going to go through and delete as many old things from me I can on this forum, and then step away from here once I hear back from the Doukutsu Club staff. I hope that nothing from my history here will follow me into the future, and I especially hope that I won't have to worry about what that individual does anymore.
Cave Story and Pixel's other work have had a lot influence on me, but it has become tainted. I tried to enjoy it again by going under a new identity and disconnect myself from everything prior to 2023, but that got squandered the moment I joined QVGA and just gradually got worse from there until got it to where I wasn't in that much different of a position than I was before abandoning and going under a new identity.
Whether I have any kind of meaningful future outside of this community, or I end up putting myself to rest, this will probably be goodbye.